Dear Jr, You don't know me i met you once at melissa's confermation party we didn't get to talk but Melissa and Claudia had told me alot about you. I'm so sorry for what has happen. Please know that Melissa and Claudia only spoke good things about you.
stephanie <stephier1122>
ca USA - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 21:02:01 (PST)Romie and Paul my words can not be expressed to you for your loss. I'm speechless!!! and i keep you in my prayers, cause like you said no one knows how you feel on you know. I know it's gotta be hard. I think about you and paul sr. and paul jr. alot. I can remember when Yvonne, Lil Beto, and Paul Jr. played T-ball together. The pictures you have on the website when he was a baby remind me our days. His funeral reminded me of back in our days when we were all young. Remember T.J. I still have the picture of us 4.(Me,Big Beto,You,and Paul Sr. Take care lady and You know where i'm at. I lost your number. Keep In Touch. And Lil Paul Rest In Peace. Love You and Yvonne Is 19 Today.
lil beto & Eileen Pina <albertz2k1@yahoo.com>
Long Beach, Ca USA - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 15:34:53 (PST)Its going on 4 months and your name and a story comes up everyday. Sometimes we laugh at something we did or got in trouble for but mostly we get quiet. Than everyone knows what the other is thinking about. I dosent matter if your good like people say. Cuz if that were true Paul Jr. would not be gone. I know life aint fair, but it should be right. Loosing Paul was not right.
OnlyAFriend
USA - Friday, November 01, 2002 at 21:42:25 (PST)Mijo, I miss you so much, you are very much on my mind that I can't seem to concentrate. There are no words to express how I am feeling. I love you Mijo. Forever In My Heart my ANGEL.
I LUV U MIJO, Mom <mijo.imisu@verizon.net>
Long Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 22:39:11 (PDT)hey paul it's me monique writing you this lil something.I am so glad that I new such a great person.Me and you just started becoming closer before you were so shortly taken from all of us. I know your mom misses you each and every day, but you know what? everybody does!! At least I know I do. I think about all the things I could of or would of said
if you were still here. Even though I wasn't as close to you as I wish I could have been, I want you to know that I do love you with all my heart and I think about you daily. I know that your always with me no matter what and that's what brings a smile to my face, just knowing that you are in a much better place than all of us. You are well taken care of and I want you to know that I am here for your mom and we will all take good care of her. Well I Love You Paul and you will always be in my heart and everything I do!!Muahh!!XoXoXo monique ponce <monymo18@hotmail.com>
lawnale, ca USA - Monday, October 14, 2002 at 22:13:51 (PDT)Dear Paul,
I know you don't really know who I am, because I am a friend of your friend Melissa Robledo. I met you once at a party, and I was so happy to meet the famouse Jr. I know that I never talked to you and i knwo we were never friends, but i concider you a friend because any friend of Melissa is a friend of mine. I know your a great person because melissa and Claudia have always said good things about you, and I know you mean the world to them and I am sorry for what happen. GOD BLESS and RIP.
Melissa Robles <Moejo242hotmail.com>
Norwalk, ca USA - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 16:59:38 (PDT)This is a very nice websit and I am happy that they have it. I knew Paul for 4 years and I am going to miss him and I am going to miss always pulling on his big ears. This is a very nice reminder of who Paul was.
Nancy Paz <Nancypaz613@hotmail.com>
Long Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 16:09:18 (PDT)Hi Mijo, Today, 92 days (exactly marks the 3mos) since you left me, it was not a good one for me, it was somewhat different (very emotional and hot out don't help), but I still can't/don't believe your gone, I think your in AZ or at Leila's)i feel your presence so much.Every minute of the day you are on my mind, and i STILL wait for the phone to ring or you to come thru the door "MOM, MOM". Mijo my hole in my heart will never be filled,(knots)in my throat keep me choked up and seems will/are always be there. Losing you Mijo in this (in senseless/violent) way is the worst that could ever happen to me. (i read an entry, it sounds like someone else has lost their (only)/a) child. How awful, NO MOTHER/NO ONE should have to experience this. The depth is so devasting and everlasting. Its a pain ONLY a mother/parent who has/is living it would know)and maybe explain it, i can't, there are no words. I'm told that eventually the shock will/does wear off, this scares me. How much worse can it get. In everyone of your years, you have given me more happiness and love than most people will ever dream of. From a baby to a young man, you were full of life and surprises. Our love has always been our companion, keeping us close even when we've been apart. The good out weigh the bad, and I believe this is what has kept me together this far. You have always been MY PRIDE AND JOY. I still beleive that for every smile,chukle,grin, laugh,joke I have/hear I know your are with me. Although I will never be the same, and my tears will forever flow, those around me are teaching me to do both. I am very grateful to all those who have been so supportive. I (myself still only) "wish" my number was next, but i know we will be together and i look forward to it. I'm so glad I have so many good memories of you, i bet your (STILL FLY). My Mijo, U R "1" OF A KIND, and I am so lucky that YOU ARE MINE. I know Dad feels the same.
Everytime I say your name, Snoopy will run to the door w/her ears up to the sky. As for your "Cujo", well, he is a brat, he just does not listen, Flaca she don't change, she is still a moody B. Cujo likes your "Babe" alot and he behaives well w/her. (it was flattering)and Mijo you would be happy to know that the 1st fundraiser (in your name,honor,memory)will be held on Saturday Jan. 11, 2003 which will have marked 6mos. I asked Stew and Gwen if it could be after the(what?)holidays. At 1yr.(july) another is to be planned, then annully thereafter.)Mijo "mi Rey" the lasting impression you have left, is so touching, I light up,but I would do ANYTHING if i could have you here, instead, ,if only i had my way. Well Mijo, it is now 3mos 2.5hrs (day 93). Its taken me a while to do this, but if i cont. then we won't have nothing talk (write)about at so call breakfast and we will be missing a page. knowing what me and Dad have, and to hear (that others wish they had what was taken from us.) Mijo, makes you even more special (especially to me and dad). I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH, If only I had my ... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MIJO, RIP
Forever In My Heart, Mom <mijo.imisu@verizon.net>
Long beach, CA USA - Monday, October 07, 2002 at 02:34:17 (PDT)It's 3 long months and I still can hear your voice, see your smile, and feel your for-fun punches. The hole in my heart and soul is great. I think about your funny ways and your serious side, too. People say to me, he's in a better place, there's a reason, god needed him, it was in his plan,and just pray. Prayer doesn't work, if it did you'd still be here doing the good things you were. If there is a so-called god, it messed up, made a huge error. I hope and wish (not pray) that you're OK and that you're happy where ever you are. I'll wait forever for an answer to understand and to know that you're OK. It's a lie when they say, it gets better.
Loving You Still
LB, USA - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 19:41:24 (PDT)HEY, PAUL ITS ME NENA JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M THINKING OF YOU AND THAT THERES NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T.ALSO I KNOW THAT YOUR IN FAR BETTER PLACE WITH OUR PRECIOUS LORD AND THAT YOUR SMILILG DOWN ON US WITH YOUR GORGEOUS SMILE AS YOU ALWAYS WERE.YOUR LOVED AND MISSED ALWAYS. >>>NENA ,MELANIE AND JERRY>>>>>>>>>>>>>
NENA AND JERRY <Maggieprimeone@aol.com>
LONG BEACH, CA USA - Tuesday, October 01, 2002 at 14:20:01 (PDT)Hi...my name is Melissa and I go to school with Mercelina, I just recently met her and she gave me this website. I just waanted to say how truly sorry I'am about the loss of Paul....My best wishes go out to your whole family...Although you lost a loved one..you also gained an angel....I wish you the very best... Melissa <datsexiemeli@hotmail.com>
Long Beach, Ca USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 17:37:18 (PDT)Always in our thoughts and prayers.
Pallares Family <polarisfam@aol.com>
Signal Hill, CA USA - Sunday, September 22, 2002 at 18:47:22 (PDT)DeareastPaul
I still can'nt belive your gone everything seems like a dream but i guess it's not i got to realize you are gone. But that i would never forget you and you will always be in my heart. and i will miss you a whole bunch.May you rest in peace Love cousin Rae............
Jina <www.ginablushgal.com>
Longbeach, C.A USA - Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 21:52:10 (PDT)
tO MY dearest lil boy:
Everyday that goes by every hour, every min., I think of u, ....you captured the hearts of everyone that surrounded you...I miss u so much.... especially all the late night talks...I remember I would always wait till u got home from work to call, eventhough I felt like I was bugging your mom, Lelia and Keith at times because it was kind of late...I could be having the worst of days and talking to you for a sec. would make it all better...you were the perfect person to talk to and you knew exactly what to say at the right time.... It’s so hard to go to asleep without hearing your voice...I miss
everything....every visit to the mall, the beach, cold stones, and the wrestling matches that you, Adrian , Melissa , and I use to have.. Eventhough I met u two years ago I feel like I have known u all my life...well i start my last year in high school this year and all the activities don't seem fun anymore...but I know that you'll be by my side through it all...Nothings the same without u...but babe I’m trying...u mean so much to Melissa and I and to the whole world.......But I know that your watching and guiding us all from up above.....God chooses his angels wisely and babe he chose you...You will and always be my shining star.....I love you so much......always and forever...
your lil gurl
*AlwAyS BAbe aLwAys*
Claudia <csoel16@aol.com>
Downey, Ca USA - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 21:38:18 (PDT)Hey! paul was ckacking buddy? I hope that your doing good over on that other world. I miss you alot buddy. Just remember you and your family will always be in my heart. All your Family and relatives are like you. I'm glad that your in my heart and in my spirit. LOVE ALWAYS YOUR BUDDY BETO.
Alberto Lopez <beatle19842002@yahoo.com>
Long Beach, ca USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 10:59:36 (PDT)Hey Lil Paul, Just thinking about you as always. I was at your Nina's house w/Leila getting our eyebrows threaded & missed you SO much!!! Your Nina & cousin miss you terribly. It breaks my heart to see them hurt in such a way that nothing can heal them. It's not the same without you for them and everyday I wish I could turn back time so you would still be around for everyone to love you (and that would be alot).
Yes, I know you are in a better place but it left such an empty place here for alot of people. As time seems to go on it seems a bit harder to accept your not here anymore now that the shock has worn off & especially seeing your Nina & Leila with out you, it just doesn't seem right. I know you are watching over them from above & I will from below because I love your Nina & cousin Leila & will always forvever love you too Lil Paul.
Twyia Ponce <Laststraw@sbcglobal.net>
Cypress, CA USA - Tuesday, September 10, 2002 at 08:57:03 (PDT)Hey paul I am starting to believe that you are really gone. is been 64 days since the day that some fool decides to take your lovely life from everybody that knew you and love you alot.Every time I visit your moms house and sit in the kitchen I alwaist remember when you were coming home from lelas house with your bag.and alwaist asked me were is danny and ricky?with a smile on your face.nothings the same any more we really starting miss you alot and realise that your gone for ever. but I know your in a better place.What I am happy for is that one day I got to tell you that I love you.Because I knew you were a special kid.and I was alwaist on your side.We love you miss you paul from danny, ricky,Gordo,robert.P.S Will see you in heaven.Rest in peace.
martha rangel <cerveva4me@aol.com>
long beach, CA USA - Sunday, September 08, 2002 at 03:08:15 (PDT)I've known Paul ever since my freshman year. I remember his pretty boy appeal from back then. It was not until our junior year that we became close. We both had Math first period. So it became our routine to walk together (such a long walk all the way to the back of campus). I remember one day in front of Paul one of our friends said something that really upset me. I had never been mad in front of Paul but that day I was. So on our way to class I was quiet. He kept on pressing the issue. "What's wrong?" over and over. Well I finally told him why I was so upset. He told me "Don't be mad anymore..I'll make sure they don't say that again." His nature of saying things was amazing. After that I wasn't mad anymore. I was back to cracking up and having a conversation. He never stopped caring about everyone else. I will never forget all those conversations we had on our way to Math class. After that we grew a little distant in the beginning of our senior year probably because he was getting out early and wasn't around during the hang out times at the bench. But we started getting close again right before graduation. When we figured out that that we both got out 4th period. Soon he would be waiting for me to walk out together. When he first saw my car I had a Laker flag on it. He told me "Why do you have that ugly flag...I don't like the Lakers ever since Rodman got kicked out." I just laughed. Then when I offered him a ride that same day. He sat in my car and right away pushed the seat back and said he needed to be chillin' and looking cool. Then he went to touch every key in my car. Then he began to talk about cars. He really loved cars. And I still remember how much he laughed when he asked me, "Do you know what airbags are?" and I said no. He laughed so hard and then went on to explain it to me. Now I know. I drove him to his mom's job several times. And he always had me cracking up. During Grad Night we were hanging out. He really enjoyed that night. I never thought that Grad Night would be the last time I saw him. I can't explain how much pain is in my heart because Paul's gone. But I know that I was truly blessed to have spend time with him. Our friendship was special. I regret not having been able to tell him how much I loved him not only as my friend but as a brother. My memories of Paul are in my heart forever and may his loving memory last forever in all the people's life he touched.
Perla Huizar <kobemartin@aol.com>
Long Beach , CA USA - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 21:43:30 (PDT)Hey Paul...well, I just want to let ya know that I think about you everyday and I remember the good times we shared together. Like how every summer we used to go to Raging Waters...even though I didnt go this summer...I couldnt. And when we went to Mexico and you and Joseph bought those fireworks...and then we all climbed down the rocks to go light them. Or how I used to say hi to you everyday at Poly. Just letting you know that you are truly missed and loved.
Laurie "NAPPI" <fatty21girl@hotmail.com>
Long Beach, CA USA - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 16:49:08 (PDT)Dearest Paul: I was barely getting to know u...I feel cheated. I remember when u took Melissa to her 1st winter formal, that was the first time I met u. I still remember the limo ride & how quiet u were at first (remember we kept trying to get u to talk?) also how slick u looked in ur suit. I look at those pictures often, I can't believe that ur not here. Little did I know then that I would get to hear about u sooo much or see u so often. I still remember the last 2 times I talked to u, u were always so nice, always polite, u always gave me a smile & asked how I was. Even when u were on the phone with melissa & claudia I had to bug them & tell u hi. I never thought that seeing u @ denise's graduation party would be the last time I'd ever see u, I couldn't believe it when they told me u were gone, I was soo shocked & angry. When I went to ur services I just wanted u to wake up, I looked at u & prayed for u to wake up. After all the services, I just couldn't stop thinking about all things ur missing and all the things I was getting to do, how unfair everything was & I was so sad & angry. Last week I had a dream that I was talking to u about college and u were happy, it seemed so real, but then I woke up, & I'm going to college & u aren't... but I felt some relief cuz I think u were trying to tell me u were ok & happy, I know u'll be there with me at college. Although I was barely getting to know u, u were my friend and a wonderful person & example. I miss u. I know that u are watching over all of us, sometimes I feel like u are there, I know u probably are. I will forever miss & remember ur smile & hold u in my heart forever. My friend Vanessa wanted to say that although she didn't know u she felt the loss & pain of her friends, from all the wonderful stories she's heard & read about, she knows God has truly taken another angel. We all want to say we miss u J.R. & we'll never stop loving u!! Rommie & Paul Sr., Zuniga & Griego families: our hearts & prayers go out to u. Paul was a wonderful guy & will be missed. God Bless.
-Cristina
Cristina <PyNkPiZaZZ83@aol.com>
Norwalk, CA USA - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 15:20:11 (PDT)it was a pleasure knowing you, i still can't believe you past away you were such a great guy and funny too.I had such a great time talking to you like those times that raejina, janet and me just to pass were you hanged with all your friends and say hi to you. well i am going to miss u alot hugs and kisses.
catalina Ramirez <babycakes121085>
long beach, ca USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 12:41:07 (PDT)we will miss u alot you were a really nice guy eventhough I didn't know you that much the times i did talk to you were great had lots of fun knowing you.You were such a great person gosh it's really sad that you had to leave. REST IN PEACE lots hugs and kisses sent your way.....(Janet)**
Janet Vasquez <babycakes121085>
signal hill, CA USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 12:32:02 (PDT)i dint know you but my friends tell me that you were a great guy. That you were funny and really friendly. I cant believe that such a nice guy like you died a tragical death. rest in peace
patty jimenez <babycakes121085>
signal hill, ca USA - Wednesday, August 21, 2002 at 12:18:34 (PDT)Jr. how I miss you so much. You were like an older brother to me, always looking out for me and Claudia. I know we have had our ups and downs in the past few years that we have known each other, I'm just glad you were always by my side when something went wrong. I think about you everyday and about all of the memories we shared together. I will always cherish the time we went to my first Winter Formal;I'm glad you were my first Winter Formal date, I wouldn't have wanted anyone else. I will always remember the times we wrestled in my front yard when you would come over to visit and how you swore that you always beat Claudia and I. I'll also remember our many times at Knotts Berry Farm, especially when we had are arguements there, over something stupid like who's going on a ride with who(you always got what u wanted because you were so stuborn). Also, when you got mad at me for dropping my grades in school and that's not all you were mad about...you were mainly mad because I couldn't play softball at school. You lectured me and gave me advice, something an older brother would do. You even told your mom and made her talk to me about it, all because you cared. I always loved driving around with you and getting Claudia mad when we would bump the music too loud for her. Or that one time when Claudia and I had a huge fight and I wouldn't talk to her. She called you to tell you what happened and you offered to come over and try to solve everything between her and I, even though it was like 10 o'clock at night...you didn't care as long as you were able to fix everything....and you did. That night, I realized how good of a friend you were to Claudia and I and I will never forget that. You are my best friend and my big brother and I miss you with all of my heart. Things aren't the same and they never will be...but I know you will always be by my side to watch me and guide me in the right direction. I am always thinking of you and I will always love you. I ask you one thing: Just always be my guradian angel. I love you BBUUDDYY!
Love Always,
Buddy........(your "lil sis")
Melissa <Malika1212@cs.com>
Downey, Ca USA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 22:56:53 (PDT)To my brother:
First of all thank you for being a true friend and a true brother. I've enjoyed the past 15 years that we shared having fun. Causing trouble throughtout the neighborhood and peers. I am looking forward to the future and more troubles and laughters. When you left half of my heart left with you. You mean some much to me. I know that I am not alone so, look after me. Every album that I make will be dedicated to you. If it wasn't for you I probably be still running the streets and hanging out on the corners with a bunch of nobodys. You are with me every morning, everyday, and everynight. Just save me a place next to you. One love Paul Griego Jr.(PG) PG for life baby! Hold me down baby! Jamar Terrell Phillips <boogie_jp@yahoo.com>
Long Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 18:36:04 (PDT)I wish to be allowed to share a few feelings with the family and friends of Paul Jr. I wish to send my utmost love and respect to all who have been touched by this event, and I hold young Paul and all of you in my heart and in my thoughts and prayers, as everyone grapples to find something to hold on to at this time. There are no real answers to the questions that beg to be answered . . . sometimes there can be no reason given for the unimaginable. I was never given the chance to meet in person this extraordinary young man, and the quality of sincere love shown and given to him is a tremendous and profound statement on the wonderful person that he is . . . for certainly Paul Jr. meant the world to his family and friends. My thoughts go to all of you who have expressed such a profound degree of love for Paul Jr. . . . I am so sorry for the pain you are all feeling . . . the world can be a crazy place. I am close to young Paul's father . . I have known him for a very long time. I got to know Paul Jr. through his Dad and not one day has ever gone by that he has not spoken with deep love for all of his family, and in particular, for the son who he is so terribly proud of. I knew about Paul Jr.'s sense of humor and his way with everyone around him, his charm and his new hairstyle, and his graduation and most of all, I knew of how much his father and all of you truly love this young man. I know because his Dad always shared that with me and helped me make my life better to be able to share in that. Last month, I watched as Paul Sr. went to take "the phone call" . . . he looked over at me with the desparate look of uncertainty and dread that comes with being walked out for such a call - the sort of call that kills our soul. I waited by my door for him to come back, and he did in a little while - but my lil Brother is not the same, because only part of him is left here. A large part of Paul Sr. is with Paul Jr. . . . a piece of Paul Jr. lives within all of you who loved him, and a piece of every one of you lives on with young Paul as well.
Chuck Murdoch
Long Beach, CA USA - Sunday, August 18, 2002 at 22:57:35 (PDT)ROMIE WHAT CAN ONE MOTHER SAY TO ANOTHER MOTHER WHO LOST HER CHILD HER ONLY CHILD, THE ONLY MEANINGFUL THING IN HER LIFE IVE TRIED OEVER AND OVER TO SEND THIS MESSAGE BUT SOMEHOW IT JUST WOULDNT GO THREW IN A WAY I WAS GLAD CAUSE IT'S A VERY EMOTIONAL THING EVERY TIME I LOOK AT NMY BOYS I THINK ABOUT YOU AND YOUR BABY BOY YOUR ANGEL ITS SO FUNNY CAUSE I THINK I MET PAUL ONLY ONCE HE MUST OF BEEN ABOUT 10 YRS OLD A HANDSOME LITTLE THING THEN AND NOW I WISH I HAD THE PLEASURE OF MEETING HIM I HOPE MY BOYS GROW UP TO BE A BOY LIKE PAUL JR AND I HAVE 3 BUT YOU, YOU HAVE AN ANGEL NOW FOREVER AND YOULL NEVER LOSE THAT ROMIE MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY I HAVE A LIL SPIRATUL POEM IT GOES SOMETHING LIKE THIS : GOD HEAL ME FOR I HAVE BROKEN PARTS IN ME THAT ARE BROKEN, AND THE REST IS UP TO YOU WE COULD NEVER MEND OUR SELVES FROM SOMETHING LIKE THIS SO WE ASK WHY AND WAIT FOR AN ANSWER/LOV KIM
kim lugo <larams123@aol.com>
FONTANA , CA USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 16:45:37 (PDT)This is the first time I'll be getting on a plane without you next to me or there to see me off. I'll be looking out the window to see you with your new wings. I'll love you forever.
Nina
USA - Saturday, August 17, 2002 at 12:37:40 (PDT)Paul,you were the man and i'll miss you and never forget you. I remember hanging around nana's house me Jamar, Adrian, and Boo-Boo messin' with the dogs and other stuff. I know that we didn't talk much durring High but I knew that were hommies. The last time I saw you I thought you were doing fine until I got a call from my sister on vacation and heard what happen. I wish I would of saw you when I got back. So inclosing, I know your in heavens above and you will be miss forever because I know I will.
Marquis Knowles
C/O 2002 BABY!!!!
Marquis Knowles
Long Beach, CA USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 22:36:15 (PDT)Dear Paul Jr.:
I never had the priviledge of knowing you, but I look at your picture here on this web site and I see your Daddy's face. You look so much like him and from what I hear, you have his good heart as well. I know it must have been hard being away from your dad all those years, but your mom sure did a fine job in raising you. I know how much your dad loved you for he told me whenever he would call me or write me or when I would go and visit him. You were his life and he is so proud of you and the person you turned out to be. I know you are looking down and watching over your loved ones, your dad told me this. Mijo, like I said, I never got to know you, but I love your dad with all my heart and when he hurts, so do I and who ever he loves, so do I. Take care Paul Jr. for you are in far much better place. Heaven was missing an angel and now it does not anymore.
Lizz
Long Beach, CA USA - Thursday, August 15, 2002 at 22:34:53 (PDT)We love you Paul! Your in our hearts forever! God Bless the Griego Family!
Melissa Medina <mecacruz@yahoo.com>
Garden City, KS USA - Wednesday, August 14, 2002 at 13:32:31 (PDT)i will miss you paul .i loved you like you were my brother i will miss you lot .i love you romey and every thing will get better .he is in a better place take care i love you PAUL!!!!!
brittany esparza <henessylady420>
long beach, ca USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 23:53:22 (PDT)Paul, there was never a time when we were in class that you didn't make me laugh. You had a great personality and an even greater sense of humor. I remember all the times we shared in class, it just would not have been the same without you there. I especially won't forget when you would do little things to annoy me, then after say "sorry, you now I still love you!" with the innocent look on your face.
You were a great friend and whenever we needed advice on guys you were the man, always looking out for those you cared about. I just wished god would have given us more time to share with you. Every day I think of you, and I just can't help but smile. You will live on in the hearts of everyone who knew you, especially me. I thank god every day for giving me a friend like you. I will always miss you Paul (or as some people at school called you "Mexican pretty boy"). We'll love you forever.
Daniela <DanielaMac84@aol.com>
Long Beach, CA USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 20:01:44 (PDT)PAUL, hey there son. what 'cha up to? chillin' huh everyday it gets worse and worse. the reality is setting in. i talked to my nino, and he's holding up, but his inspiration is so close yet so far. you know what i mean? yea you know it's you conceeded. nope convinced. it's weird because i can still feel you here but i try to not cry when i remember the so many things we did good and bad. remember at my grand parents funerals when you told me that the only time you ever get a hug from me was at a funeral? then i socked you. i just get so sad sometimes i look at pictures or i can just stare at nothing and see you there laughing and i just cry because i know you're laughing at me when i'm crying because i don't cry because i'm marce. i can't even remember when you called me by my whole name. but it was okay because we can do that yah know. but you did bring me and crystal close and the cousins even your friends that think they're related! even though i'm crying i am smiling because i know you do everything in your power to make everyone smile. your mom and my nino know i have nothing but love for them. paul i love you so much and i miss you with the same love but i told you before just make sure my spot's next to you alright. one more thing i finally transfered i'm at poly. i know it's a little late but i know you'd never tell me that especially because i know you love me just as much as i love you. i love you kid always. nino and romy you know i'm here see you and talk to you soon.
Marcelina Vigil <RaGeTtY43 @aol>
LoNg BeAcH, CA USA - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 19:01:58 (PDT)hey how i miss you and will remember the time you got mad at me because you thought i had hickey on my neck you didnt talk to me for a week. but i know you would get over it cause you love me ane the why you try to punk me and tell everyone you were my boyfriend but i still love you. i wish i would have kicked it more with you and the cousins. now i know family is more inportant then friends. i enjoyed the time we sent together especially after prom when you and armando were trying to brake dance and when you got mad at that girl but ill just keep that between me and you. you know me and marcelina would have handle her if you wanted us to
love you, miss you, and will always remember all
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